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this is so wrong?
err. hellow :) i'm posting again while at the internet cafe.. no special effects for my font (no MS Frontpage here). we still don't have are internet back. UNfortunately FRANK destroyed my key to the world wide web. Smart Bro customer service aren't answering our calls.. Dad left last Sunday and i am still really, really sad. I hated dad before, really. He used to yell at me whenever I make uuuuber small mistakes. When I come home laaate because of Christian. When I didn't do as he said.. ..that's pretty normal. And I hated most of his preaches cuz he said them in a unlikable way. I have verrry sensitive emotions. But that changed when he left, I guess dad played a big role in my life. He is my arch-enemy, but he is my bestfriend too We watched Spongebob together, and he would laugh rightfully unlike my mom who'd get the joke in a late kind of sense.. And i miss dad's cooking. When I felt upset because of arguements between me and my Christian, I believe he knew that, cuz at those times he made me smile :) and what really makes me cry is when I remember how sad he was leaving us, he was crying too :(
i never saw him crying, just once or twice. there are only few men who show their tears and I look up to those who do, because they show who they really are! i saw a few, but I doubt if it's an act.. err. so, i won't be online as long as i don't have an errand to run, or like an assignment or if ever a classmate asks me a company..
so many words are running in my mind.. i told that to view my blog whenever he could since he occasionally went here without me knowing (he saw very, very, wrong posts.hihi) this post is actually for my dad. I hope he's doing fine! and I hope I'll get to adjust with dad being there in Thailand, not with us.. errr..so sad.
I forgot the rest of the words I wanted to tell and besides, I don't think it would be appropriate to type in whatever I'm thinking at this moment. Hihi. I dunno why :) blah.
My hands are tired already. Weeeee. so there, for my blog buddies and the new ones i'll update as the links as soon as we get our net back, including those who asked me to tweak there friendster profiles, and errr, photoshop thingies..
later we'll have a test in Fundamentals of Programming. Soooo pray for uss. and ahm, my head is aching. thank you *bow*!
2:00 a.m. - 2008-06-24
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